Wednesday, March 10, 2010I think I'm the only person, right now, who doesn't want the sem to end yet. Haha.
Ayoko pang grumaduate pero gusto ko nang grumaduate. Gusto ko nang grumaduate kasi gusto ko nang kumita at ayoko nang mag-aral pero ayoko pa grumaduate kasi I'm not yet willing and ready to let go of the life I've had for five exciting years.
Yes, I know I can look forward to a new chapter in my life-- that is, work-- and I can look forward to having the money to spend anything I want but I'm kinda worried about not having the people I'm really comfortable with around me. I mean, what happens if I get stressed out at work, sinong makakausap ko? Yes, of course I'll meet new friends pero iba pa rin eh. Iba pa rin yung mga taong kasama ko ngayon-- my college friends can never, ever, be replaced by anyone in this world.
Yun lang. Parang natatakot lang ako na wala akong mapupuntahan-- knowing that most of my closest friends are still gonna be here in QC tapos I'll be at Makati (or the south) all the time. Yun lang. Nakakatakot at nakakalungkot lang isipin. And then every time I look at the calendar, I see that I only have, what, two, three weeks left? God this is so depressing.
Haha, okay, hindi naman depressing. 'Di ko mahanap yung right term eh. Basta.
So I'd really like to enjoy my last weeks in college. And then enjoy April as it is the last month before I become part of the corporate bandwagon.
Kaya pag nag-aya ako ng inom, o ng kahit ano, samahan niyo ko, k? Hahaha! God this is so ewan.
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author.Joelle. 19. Sober.
I think I want a pickup truck.
of Rizal and women
Of wedding rings
words cannot express...
school supplies.pencil and paper