christmas in our heartsSunday, December 27, 2009sana mas nafifeel ko yung spirit of christmas. although tapos na siya, wala na akong magagawa. ang sad lang kasi ito yung first time ever na kahit minsan hindi ko na-feel yung spirit of christmas. matanda na ba ako masyado? wahaha.ang emo ko naman, pero kasi gusto ko lang ulit mafeel yung simple joys, sana bata nalang ako ulit para mas simple yung mga bagay, para masaya lang palagi, para kahit malungkot ka man eh madali lang maging masaya. sana mas simple na lang lahat ng bagay. pero siyempre alam ko sasagutin ako ng mga tao na, kung simple lang lahat, eh di parang wala na ring sense mabuhay kasi walang challenge, walang pag-iisipan, wala yung real meaning of life. pero di niyo ba naisip, na in the first place, kung simple lang talaga lahat, hindi natin maiisip na hindi pa yun enough? hindi natin maiisip na "walang real meaning ang life" kung ganun. 'di ba? kasi ok na tayo eh, masaya na tayo sa ganun e. sana ganun na lang. para happy na lang lahat. kahit boring. mas gusto ko nang ma-bore kesa ma-depress di ba. mas ok nang ganun kesa naman malungkot ka-- tapos sobrang affected ka. hahaha. pero sa bagay minsan pag na-bore ka magiging malungkot ka rin eventually kasi nga sanay ka na, bored ka na, hindi ka na naeexcite, di ka na masaya. hahaha. labo. sorry, wala lang, ewan lang. basta bottom line: wish ko na sana masaya na lang tayong lahat, lalo na tuwing pasko, bagong taon, o sa mga special occasions. mas big deal kasi pag ganun e. hay. christmas in our hearts. new year naman, gagawa na ko ng listahan ng mga new year's resolutions. permalink |
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