lungkot
Thursday, June 29, 2006
'di ako uuwi sa weekend. waa. miss ko na family ko (mm-hmm) tapos wala pa kong isosoot sa party ni tere next week :( sad talaga. hay. lungkot lungkot naman. wala lang, tinatamad ako magpost. ang senti pa ng tugtog dito sa worldnet -- sinasapawan yung tugtog na rock sa mp4 player ko. yaaaak, senti. that's like, ew. (hahaha conyo na naman o!) bahala na. pasayahin niyo nalang ako. wehehe. :p
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9:51 PM
thinking
Sunday, June 25, 2006
suddenly i find myself thinking of
stuff.
stuff i thought i'm over with.
oh well.
i've got two articles to do, a physics assignment due tomorrow, and a
lot of practice exercises in math.
i'm spacing out again. parang wala na namang napasok sa utak ko simula palang ng sem - take note. grabe. hay.
anyway, here's something i never got to post (last last week pa ata dapat 'to)
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grabe, parang ang problematic ng college life 'no. parang ang daming challenges. oh crap.
hahaha. i can't really pick out the very feeling i have right now -- iba-iba eh. one part of says "yay! tapos na first year, 2nd year na ko."; and then another says "waaaa 2nd year na ko. ang bilis."; then another "HA. papasok pa ako!". ewan.
ANYHOO. where was i? wala lang, nawala ako kakaayos nung laman ng mp4 player ko. it amazes me why i keep on filling it up with songs i hardly ever listen to. parang kailangan lagi puno, 'di ko naman napapakinggan lahat. weird 'no? paano pa kaya kung 1GB++ pa yung capacity ng player ko, eh di wala na. nabuang na ko kakapalit ng kanta doon (on second thought, 'di ko na kailangan magpalit kasi nandun na lahat...)
hehe natuwa naman ako, anime ang tumugtog dito sa media player. huwahaha. at may nagtext sakin ng inspirational quote. sosyal. tipong minsan, kailangan mo lang talaga maghintay. kasi hindi naman aayos agad mga bagay in a snap. diba? tapos kapag umayos naman ang lahat, ayos na naman talaga eh 'di ba, parang ang saya-saya, gaan ng feeling. 'di ba? (puro "'di ba", 'di ba? hehe. corny ko.) lalo na kung may friends ka na laging nandiyan. 'di ba? (o, tama na.)
speaking of (what?), kanina kasi naka-chat ko sila
vidadi at
nico kanina, and oh boy, mahal ko talaga 'tong dalawang 'to. si
maykel naman, asan ka na? mabuhay ka. iwasan ang dota, puro dota nalang inaatupag mo ah, baka naman pati ikaw mawala sa pamilya wahahaha :p ayun teka balik tayo. nakakatawa kasi may pinag-uusapan kami. at ewan ko, they always find ways to make you laugh and feel good. yung mga simpleng bagay, 'di ba, kala mo wala lang pero ang laki na pala ng impact sa ibang tao. sarap ng feeling na alam mong merong taong laging nandiyan para sa'yo, na sasaluhin ka kahit anong mangyari.
vidadi: ayan o, ask nico. sociologist yan. what would nico do.
nico: ano?
vidadi: WWND... hahaha
ako: WWND ampota... =))
vidadi: mas sakto sakin, WWJD! what would julius do haha
ako: =))
vidadi: ayan o, pabugbog mo kay nico
nico: anong gusto mong gawin natin? tara. asan ba yan? anong gusto mong unahin natin? headshot? :))
tsk tsk, wargames adeeeek kasi nico. tsk tsk. haha pero ha, salamat. sa inyo, kilala niyo na kung sino kayo :)
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okay with that done, eto na! eto na. alam niyo bang nandito na pala sa pilipinas si darth vader?
mm-hmm. may element of mystery. blind item ito. sino kaya itong nagmutate, nagpunta sa dark side at naging darth vader? (oh yes wonderful gas mask you have there. where's the light saber? *eeengk*) ay naalala ko tuloy, miss ko na first year! nung para sa ibong adarna, HUWAHAHAHA, we used to play with the rolled foil papers pretending they were light sabers and fighting all around the place. may sound effects pa yan at pagtago-tago sa puno! plus fake blood (crepe paper na pula) at jack&poy kung sino matatalo at "mamamatay". wow, how childish. (naalala ko din yung nagsabi ng "childis". HAHAHAHA. joke :D)
ang dami ko namang naaalala. wow. galing ng memory ko ngayon ah. sana ganito ako normally, lagi ko kasi nalilimutan kung saan ko nilalagay yung usb drive ko. any suggestions kung paano ko 'to madidikit sa katawan ko? ('wag rugby ha. nakaka-high yun. hehe)
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eto pala ang dapat sabihin: chorvah.
Chorvah has its etymology from the Greek word *cheorvamus meaning "for lack of the right word to say", or "in place of anything you want to express but cannot verbalize". Ibig sabihin pala, siya ay parang "aloha" sa wikang Hawaiiano, which can mean many, many things. "Chorvah" can be used as:
1. Noun: "ano" / "kwan" / "or something"
- "Ate Glow, kelan yung birthday chorvah ni Big Mike?"
- "Hoy, Vicky 'to, whatcha gonna wear ba? The sporty or the chinese chorvah mo?
2. Adjective: used if you want to be polite.
- "Ang chorvah naman niyan!"
( So, ano ba? Pangit ba o maganda? Baduy ba or ang arte?)
They will never know what you really mean. How polite!
3. Verb: can replace any verb
- "Chorvah lang ng chorvah!"
Chorvah is such an amazing word, it lets you choose your own adventure. At least you will never be accused of putting words in somebody else's mouth. If you don't have anything to say, or you can't find the right word to say, or you want to say something but you don't know how to say it, just say CHORVAH!
Source: The Gay Dictionary via email.
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yun lang. ayoko na magphysics.
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10:11 PM
number 8 na star
Saturday, June 24, 2006
nandito kami ngayon ni mayee sa neoatenes sa katipunan. lagpas alas-singko na ng umaga at hindi pa kami natutulog. meron akong nakikitang star na may number 8 sa gitna at pilit kong iniintindi kung bakit nga ba ito nandito. ang labo. epekto 'to ng caffeine at alkohol. yaaaaaaaaaak.
disillusionmenthindi ko alam kung may mga maling spelling na ko dito. bangag na ko. gusto kong matulog kaso 'pag natulog ako, malamang-lamang 'di na ko magigising sa tamang oras - eh kelangan pa namin pumunta sa UP para sa CS4CS. hmm. bakit nga ba hindi nalang kami natulog kanina pa?
kasi, galing kaming makati -- at libis -- at drews -- at syempre, walang-kamatayang mcdo. oo. at sa totoo lang, ang baduy ng buhay dito. huwahahaha. yaaaaaaaaak may disillusionment pang nalalaman ('di pa sigurado sa spelling).
heartbreakyaaaaak ang corny, kamusta naman yun, san nanggaling yun?
basta, sobrang ang baduy pala, kailangan talaga maganda yung place. jologs naman yung dj sa bed room, parang timang, pangit pa nung mga nasayaw. HAHAHA. maliwanag na sa labas, oras na para kumilos. tsaka na ko magpost ng pictures. nabibingi na ko (ano daw?)
[OT: akalain mo nga namang may nagdodota na ng ganitong oras? at parang kakilala ko yung isa.. hmm..]
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5:05 AM
bullied and broke
Saturday, June 17, 2006
oo na, bully na ko. itong linggong 'to, wala nang ibang sinabi sa'kin kundi "ang bully mo!" HOY, mabait ako 'no, hindi naman ako super bully na nanghihingi ng baon. (haha super bully. parang super hero na maraming horns. YAAAAK. ano daw.)
tapos na ang first week ng classes at
GRAAAAABE ang hectic. first week palang at parang tambak na tambak na ang mga gagawin. ngayon ko lang medyo naggrasp ang mga nangyayari. yes, stress. hmm. de, kaya 'to. kaya. kaya.
nowwwwwww... about the first week, GAD, i'm like,
broke. if anyone would be kind enough to feed me next week, grabe, ayos yun. hahaha :p ang daming gastos! well, partly din kasi labas kami nang labas ni gia. gaga. HAHAHA. tapos gastos pa sa school stuff, renew sa orgs, hmm. kelangan ko ng source of income (ulul, 'di ka na nga makaugaga eh. haha)
nagwelcome nga pala kami ng freshies. astig. ok naman. well, walang
gwapo. pero, oh well. HAHAHAHA. :p alam niyo ba yung sa chupa chups? sa cartoon networK?
chupa chups.
the pleasure of sucking.
grabe, sa cartoon network pa talaga eh no. :)) poor kids.
yun lang. tinatamad ako magkwento eh. next time ulit. :p
p.s.
HABERDAY MOMMY TERE! LOVE YOU! :)
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11:55 PM
sunog
Sunday, June 11, 2006
there are just boastful, bragging, conceited, egocentric, egoistical, egomaniacal, haughty, idiosyncratic, inflated, narcissistic, obsessive, pompous, prideful, proud, puffed up, self-absorbed, self-admiring, self-centered, self-important, stuck-up, superior, swollen, vainglorious people in this world, don't you think?got any more synonyms? :p
lalala. just a thought. :)
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the God damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.just got home from swimming at Praferosa Resort in Calamba. Nangitim ako. Yun lang. Nakakainis. ha ha. corny.
eto ang bentang quote for the day: "omg wtf that's like.... LOSER" =))=))=)) salamat itay.
pasukan na sa tuesday. papasok ka ba?
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6:40 PM
dammit.
Friday, June 09, 2006
I have never felt so much hate for someone ever (or for a while at least). Gone too far, crossed the line, you're dead. Asshole. (am i allowed to say that?)
moving on...
just finished reading Sandman, and I must say, it was very.. uh..
cool. I guess.. Although I must say I got quite disconcerted after Dream's death. He was my favorite. Daniel (or the new Dream, I guess) doesn't quite keep up with his image for some reason. Oh well.
And all the weird shit tumbles into perspective, it doesn't matter and it isn't real. No miracles. No magic. No dreams. Just pain and death, and visa slips.- Rose Walker, The Kindly Ones, Sandman Chronicles by Neil Gaiman
Omnia mutantur, nihil interit. -- Everything changes, but nothing is truly lost.
- Sandman #74
Cool stuff. Aw, heck, my mood was completely ruined. I'm going to resort to posting lyrics again. God damn it. (a friend: don't let it get to you.) yeah, yeah, i know. i won't.
I Write Sins Not Tragedies -- Panic! at the DiscoOh, well imagine; as I'm pacing the pews in a church corridor,
and I can't help but to hear, no I can't help but to hear an exchanging of words.
"What a beautiful wedding!", "What a beautiful wedding!" says a bridesmaid to a waiter.
"And yes, but what a shame, what a shame, the poor groom's bride is a whore."
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!" No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality. I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of...oh.
Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for, a toast so, pour the champagne
Oh! Well in fact, well I'll look at it this way, I mean technically our marriage is saved
Well this calls for a toast, so pour the champagne, pour the champagne. ("yes")
I'd chime in with a "Haven't you people ever heard of closing
the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
I'd chime in "Haven't you people ever heard of closing the god damn door?!"
No, it's much better to face these kinds of things with a sense of poise and rationality.
Again...
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11:41 PM
build God, then we'll talk.
Thursday, June 08, 2006
It's these substandard motels,
On the on the corner of 4th and Freemont Street.
Appealing, only because they are just that un-appealing.
Any practiced catholic would cross themselves upon entering.
The rooms have a hint of asbestos,
And maybe a just dash of formaldehyde.
The habit of decomposing right before your very eyes.
(Along with the people inside.)
What wonderful caricature of intimacy. Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.Tonight tenants range from:
A lawyer and a virgin.
Accessorizing with a rosary,
Tucked inside her lingerie.
(She's getting a job at the firm come Monday.)
The Mrs. will stay with the cheating attorney,
Moonlighting aside, she really needs his money.
A wonderful caricature of intimacy. (Yeah)
Oh, and not to mention, the constable,
And his proposition, for that "virgin."
Yes, the one the lawyer met with on "strictly business."
As he said to the Mrs. Well only hours before.
Well after he had left,
As she was fixing her face in a compact.
There was a terrible crash,
Between her and the badge.
She spilled her purse and her bag,
And held her purse of a different color
Along with the people inside.
What wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.
There are no raindrops on roses,
Or girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches,
And taking best guesses
At the shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.
Raindrops on roses,
And girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches,
And taking best guesses
The shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things.
Inside what wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy.
Raindrops on roses,
And girls in white dresses.
It's sleeping with roaches,
And taking best guesses
The shade of the sheets and before all the stains
And a few more of your least favorite things
yey panic! at the disco!! cool talaga. listen to them - a release from all the emo the world is bringing you. hehehe. sabi nga ni vidadi "emo-repellant" =))
it frustrates me because i have a
lot of thoughts that i really wanted to write down/blog about but unfortunately, they all just slipped my mind (well, as of now). nakakainis, dapat talaga pag may naisip ka, sulat agad. sabi nga nung isa naming teacher dati (clue: "focus!" *with hand gesture*) "never trust your memory." true enough.
ANYWAY. fortunately, mayee and i were able to finish enrolling yesterday (yes, isang araw lang) and got a pretty okay schedule.
may pe pa yan sa tf, hanggang 5pm. pilates. hellooooooo, sesexy ako nito (ha ha, right).
ayun, so kahapon, nanood din kami ng "The Omen" ni mayee, dani boy, at gia. okay, so maybe it wasn't so scary after all - pero ako, being jumpy and duwag, was very, err (and i sound so conyo now), sabi ni dani ang tense ko daw nung movie. pinagtripan nila ko. HA HA. nakakainis kasi diba title nung movie "The Omen"? eh nakalagay dun sa gateway, "OMEN 666". p*ta, ano ba yun? magrereklamo na ko dapat eh (haha oa).
teka lang, intermission ulit!
Sinabi mo noon, hindi na babalik ang kahapon
Ngunit bakit ngayon nandirito pa rin
Sinabi niya sa akin, sagabal lang ang damdamin
Ang magmamahal ay mahina din
Sagot ba ang kamatayan sa lahat ng katanungan
Ang paningin niya, ngayo'y dumidilim
Kung diyos mo'y makasalanan,
Sasambitin pa ba ang kanyang ngalan
Paniniwala niya'y nawala na rin
Kung dati ang problema'y saglit lamang
Nagayon ito'y mahirap kalimutan
Pag-iisip niya'y naging malabo na rin
Nawala na ang kinang at ang kasiyahan
Ang ngiti sa mukha ay nakalimutan
Nagunaw na lahat sa kanyang mundo
Kaya nagayon ay, nababaliw na ang payaso
Ang mundo niya ay isang teatro
Buhay niya ay isang entablado
Pero ang payaso ay tao pa rin
Sa kaliwa ang hawak niya'y baraha
Sa kanan tangan niya'y gitara
Nag-iisip kung alin ang uunahin niya
Noo'y nagpapatawa ang payasoWalang pakialam kahit magagoPero bakit naging sensitibo na rinWala mang bahid ng kalungkutanPero huwad naman ang kasiyahanSiya'y punong-puno ng tuwa't pighatiLagi mo na lang sinasalo
Ang lahat ng aking ibinabato
Pagharap ko sa salamin
Nandoon ang payaso't nakatingin sa akin
Ano na ba ang kahahantungan
Ng payasong anonimo na sa lipunan
Hindi na maibabalik pa ang kahapon
Ang payaso noon ay hindi na ngayon
Wala na siyang pakiramdam
Wala na siyang pakialam
Wala na siyang tatakbuhan
Poot at galit ang nararamdaman
Nawala na ang kinang at ang kasiyahan
Ang ngiti ay napawi ng kalungkutan
Ako ang payaso, ang payaso ay ako
Pero 'di ko alam, nababaliw na ang payaso
Nababaliw na ang payaso...
Nababaliw...nababaliw...
Nababaliw na ang payaso
nababaliw na ang payaso.aizo
okay, where were we? hehe. naaastigan lang talaga ako sa kantang yan.
sobra.we watched "Inside Man" a while ago - well...
baduy. pero ayos lang, though i wasn't so
psyched after watching it. still can't figure out why it was titled "Inside Man". the hell.
pasukan na sa tuesday. tinatamad ako, pero medyo excited din ako. hahaa. ayos.
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11:06 PM
weeeeeee
Monday, June 05, 2006
i am the happiest person alive (or am i?). my "hard work" paid off!
yesssssssss. grabe. oo na, second take na, pero still. graaaaaaaaaabe. wooooooooow. ANYWAY.
eto pala puntahan niyo:
neverending mosaic daw sabi ni kei :-P
speaking of kei, eto ang kinalabasan ng extreme happiness namin kanina:
ang cute diba. pinapaltan pa niya sakin pic ko sa ym para daw masaya, kasi masaya na kami. hahaha :-D awww, i miss you sweetie :-)
weeee. so happy. coolness. (ang nerdy ko naman, masaya dahil sa math. ew. haha.)
dagdag:
eto! isang araw, sa ym conversation ng dalawang vain..
paolo: kunin mo cwts1 engg-cs sa enrollment daleeeee
paolo: W8-10, d ko lam kung may sluts pa
joelle: sluts ampota
joelle: =))
paolo: huh?
joelle: diba slots.
paolo: o.. what about?
joelle: O_o
paolo: potaena naman kasi "buttons" ung pinatutugtog ko
paolo: and i was thinking of the pussycat dolls =))
lintek. what is this world coming to? =))
lloyd: ikaw, nawalay k lng sa religious teachings ni sirpol naging bastos k n..
bwahahahaha. sorry na. =))
...i am currently loving panic! at the disco. tara, download na! :p
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6:19 PM
layout
Saturday, June 03, 2006
working with two blogs (i found out) is not easy. can't think of a nice layout for this new one... even the one i'm using at my
tabulas is crappy. waaaa. need help.
tinatamad din akong ilagay yung cbox ko (i'm planning to get a new one for this page) and my links, and my flickr stuff. raaaarrr.
this site IS definitely under construction.
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4:45 PM
new blog
Friday, June 02, 2006
wala lang. just wanted a new blog address so i decided to make a blog here at blogspot since i already have a blogger account. so there. wala lang. gusto ko lang.
crappy pre-made layout. will edit it later.
teehee.
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